:: I wrote this piece after reading David Deida’s “Intimate communion
[electronic resource] : awakening your sexual essence”
my love to everyone who is supporting me in the process of embracing
my feminine essence through my writing and questioning ::
Please don’t separate yourself from me. My feminine essence blossoms
in your love and support. The flower that is my heart drinks nectar of
your love, and grows stronger from the light that is your faith.
Please don’t push me away, my feminine core is fragile and needs your
encouraging words and open embrace. It needs to feel appreciated to
overcome fear and shyness. It needs to be nurtured and held. When you
are distant it snaps away, and I am back to being the assertive, cold,
efficient woman that doesn’t know how to love you.
Please don’t close yourself off from me. My feminine spirit yearns to
flow like a gentle breeze, to glide over your scars and takes with it
your anger and pain. My feminine soul understands your secret fears,
it offers to kiss your palm to calm the tidal waves in your heart. My
feminine essence wants to be wild, it yearns to give itself up to you
and blossoms in the rich dark forest of your secret desires.
I want to be mother earth for you, to hold your pain and be deeply
nurturing of your wounds. I want to be ocean tides for you, to
surprise and excite you with my vibrant life and energy. I want to be
snowy mountains for you, supporting you gently when you fall. I want
to be tropic paradise for you, relaxing and open, rejuvenating your
body and soul.
I want to be a singing siren for you, tempting you with my words of
admiration and adoration.
I want to be a tender-hearted child for you, sharing my innocence and trust.
I want to be a woman warrior for you, courageous in my pursue of
growth and self improvement.
I want to be a loving spirit for you, glowing in my feminine essence.